After yesterday’s beta, I’ve been given a ton of hope! Basically, I’m feeling like and treating this as if it is going to last. But I worry that if it does all go wrong, that hoping this much will only make it hurt more, if that does happen. I realize I need to focus more on the one day at at time mantra. “Today I am pregnant and that is wonderful! We’ll worry about tomorrow when it gets here.” It’s easy to say that, but so hard to live it. I’m trying though. And don’t worry about me not being excited right now. Because I am. I really feel that I am indeed pregnant and will have a child in the October timeframe. That’s great.
I’m also torn about the baby aspirin. I’ve been taking baby aspirin for some time now, in the hope that it would fend off any other chemical pregnancies. I asked my nurse at the RE’s office if that is still good for me to keep taking. She called this morning and said the RE would prefer that I stop taking it. I’m torn here because I want to follow his advice and fully trust in his medical expertise. But what if I do need it? I know he would be ok with me taking it if it eases my mind, but I don’t want to take a drug for that reason alone. I guess I will trust in my doc and stop taking it. But I’m a little uneasy doing that.
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